Yesterday when i was just sitting by myself i just put a thought to myself have i really changed? and somewhere i knew what the answer was. Currently i am in the biggest situation of my life where my family thinks i am always into my friends and my friends think the other way round.My own bestie who used to say we will be bffff is now fighting with me in the bitchiest way.My new friends are also losing touch with me. it feels as if i have totally alienated myself from social organisation.And to be honest i have no clue why am i doing this,.. two years ago i was the biggest tomboy and a chatterbox you could come across i used to read books like crazy had awsome knowledge about almost everything, people used to adore me for what i was bindass didnt care a damn abt anything didnt know how to dress up too. back then i didnt even know how to use make up..but then someone entered my life that someone became my priority. He used to be everything for me i lost touch with all that i was i started bothering abt looks and all. Totally forgot my friend existed too. But all this was new to me.No one knew that and they started ignoring me. Before i could realize i had walked a long way ahead so i decided to move on with the situation but things really didnt work out well. My new friends too are busy with themselves and their own group i currently have only 2 3am friends anahita and sicky akshay. and this is to them as well my old friends and family guys i love you ppl a lot
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