He walked into my life just like the first rain after 3 months of heat...spreading the sweet smell and sigh of relief. We knew each other since a long time (2 months to be precise) but we never exchanged words.It was seldom we commented on each others profile or dp or something.But then something happend and things changed we became friends and then best friends. He knew everything about me and i did too(i think) for every step i took i told him. He was more than a best friend,he was a buddy,a guy i could share my innermost feelings,cry over almost nothing,crib when i want attention,flirt etc.
Soon i was addicted to him, My day started with a good morning message and was with him the whole day (not literally) it was as if my life revolved around him and everything he did. Somewhere i knew just like the earlier experiences he is soon gonna leave me. Despite of dreading at that thought i really wasnt preparing myself for it because i thought he was different. People thought i was crushing on him or was falling for him even he did thinklike that but no it wasnt the case i never perceived him in that sense. I love him but not as a girlfriend love but as a best buddy love.
He got so busy with his works and friend that he ignored me. I am not used to this behavior from him so it hurted me a lot.And just to grab his attention i kept in messaging him or writing on his wall.Hoping i get my friend back but in this process it was doing nothing but damaging the situation because of my constant shitty messages he got disturbed and got irritated so much that he indirectly said i will delete you off. This was as good as hitting below the belt reaction for me. So i've decided to not disturb him at all. and folllow that phrase ' if you love something and you really want it set it free if it comes back to you its yours and if it doesnt it was never yours'
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